Patron Saints of Nothing by Randy Ribay

Greetings Bababook Buds! Today's entry touches on the country of my parental origin, the Philippines.

Patron Saints of Nothing by Randy Ribay tells the coming-of-age story of Jason Reguero and his search for the truth, during President Duterte's campaign on the war on drugs. Jason is a seventeen-year-old Filipino American living in Michigan. The plan: graduate from high school, get into a good college, work hard, and get paid, while sneaking in a video game or two. However, Jason is rather reluctant after hearing of his sister's college experiences; but feels no alternative. Jason's life trajectory changes when he gets wind of his cousin Jun's murder. According to his family, Jun's involvement with drugs led to his untimely death. For Jason, Jun's kind and benevolent personality and the nature of his death seem suspicious. Jason then sets out to find what happened and heads to the Philippines.

The book is filled with nuances relatable to many Filipino Americans. There are moments of pride from a community that experienced colonialism, the struggle for independence, and perseverance toward an honorable place in the world. At first, the story seems exclusive to young Filipino American adults. However, as seen in other cultures, family, togetherness, and justice are touched on. While there were frustrating moments in the book that drove one to insanity, one can't help but understand the reasons for these actions. Although it is labeled a Young Adult book, adults can understand the gravity of Jason's situation.

As a Filipino-American, it was validating for Ribay to shed light on the toxicity surrounding familial sanctity. I shared the book with my sister. After reading it she felt the same. It made me think of the morals we were taught and our family ties. We're taught to live a good and righteous life. But, the righteous things you were taught to demonstrate are discouraged in fear of rising above modesty or bringing unwanted attention. In the grand scheme, what is defined as truly unsavory behavior and sought-after justice becomes a gray area. Randy Ribay eloquently brings this to light is what I love reading in this book. 

Some chapters brought me to tears. The sheer transparency of having felt seen was cathartic. Hard truths come about as the mystery of Jason's questions unfolds. The resolutions compel and make this a poignant read, worthy of your TBR list.

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